30 Day Blogger Challenge - Day 14

Day 14: What Good & Bad Things Happened To Me This Year?

- Okay, so there's been a lot of things that have happened this year, both good and bad. I will make a list of some of the things that happened this year, and I will also include a list of some things that are both good and bad. There has been so much that happened, that I can basically remember nothing of it. The year has dragged and my mind is so full of stuff that my memory is so bad! I am also trying to limit my bad things as much as possible as most things I remember are bad, so I won't include them all.

Good things that happened this year:

• Kept my job

• Went to 3 concerts

• Got a piercing and some tattoos

• Went down about 3 trouser sizes, and brought some nice bras too

Bad things that happened this year:

• Lost my friends mostly

• Didn't see Halestorm in concert

• Lost myself more

• Didn't stay clean

• Found out I mean nothing to basically anyone

• No one wants me, always alone

• Didn't go on holiday

• Still really poor and have no money

• Had 2 different sets of operations, which have so far cost me nearly £4000, and there's still more to come.

Things that happened this year that are both good and bad:

• Broke up with my ex (good because I'm not with him anymore, but it was so hard at the time).

• Started therapy & antidepressants (it should help me feel better but it is so hard right now).

• Going to the gym (it's good because I can lose some weight but also I have no energy to deal with it most of the time, plus I have barely lost any weight).

• Still in love with my best friend (good because at least I have him in my life and the good feelings are great, but bad because I hate myself for it and it breaks my heart because I know he will never want to be with me).

Stay Strong!! Have a great day!

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