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30 Day Blogger Challenge - Day 4

  • Writer: sofckingmessy
    sofckingmessy
  • Oct 6, 2018
  • 2 min read


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Day 4: A Good Moment That Happened This Week

- I had some great conversations with my best friend this week - he really inspired me and made me feel so much better - he's so amazing and makes me feel really loved and cared about. No one else ever makes me feel that way, and no one else ever has made me feel that way either. People are quick to say that they care or are there for me, but people only want gossip - or as soon as you message asking for help they literally open the message and ignore it. They never help or do anything to support me. They make me feel left out and always treat me as though I mean absolutely nothing to them at all. But they come running straight back to me the second that they need something from me, and like a fucking idiot, I am there for them and will do anything for them, which they never ever do for me, and it makes me feel like shit and I hate myself so much because I know that I am so unimportant and that I am nothing at all to them.

But he is so different and he makes everything so much easier for me. Especially with these amazing conversations we have had! (I'm aware that I lost track but honestly how amazing he is is what made my whole week and is what keeps me going every day).

Also I saw him today and that was amazing too - and I got a hug and I felt so fucking happy that you don't even understand. It made me feel complete and free for a moment.


So yes, that is something good that happened this week!!





Stay Strong!! Have a great day!








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