30 Day Blogging Challenge - Day 7

Day 7: 5 Current Favourite Songs

- This is quite a hard one, as I am terrible at picking favourite songs. My fav song list changes all the time, and is more the song I am obsessed with at a particular moment.I'll try to pick some though, but there are so many more that I love, and this list could be different tomorrow, or even later on tonight.

- This list is in no particular order.

1. Hate To See Your Heart Break - Paramore

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfBXxln7ZZs

This song has been so needed lately. I haven't listened to this album much until recently and I have fallen in love with this song. My best friend has been going through some stuff lately and I've been there for him as much as I can be, however I wish I could do more as I hate to see him sad - I hate to see his heart break. He deserves so much happiness and love. Also this song sometimes feels like it's being sung to me in a way, and it helps lift me up.

2. Heart Of Novocaine - Halestorm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGCGSFzzMvg

This is an amazingly beautiful song. It was released this year and it helped/is helping me move on from my ex. Well by the time I heard the song I had already moved on from him, but its been helping me to move on from how he treated me and what he put me through. He put me through a lot of really bad stuff and treated me quite badly (although I still feel like I deserved it all), and it's hard picking myself up from that. I'm over him romantically and emotionally, but I am still damaged by how worthless he made me feel. But I am working on that, and this song has really helped me to work on myself!

3. World's On Fire - Mike Shinoda

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VnyhYJui7g

I absolutely love this whole EP tbh -Post Traumatic. Mike is one of the vocalists from Linkin Park, and the EP was written as his way of coping with the loss of Chester (and listening to it is helping me cope with his loss as well). It's such a raw and emotional album, and breaks my heart while making it feel whole again. Crazy! This would have to be my favourite from the album, as it's so accurate to how I feel. It covers how messy my head is and how terrible life is, but the chorus is what gets to me the most. "When I just want to disappear, you're the one that keeps me here, the world's on fire, all I need is you" is the part I am on about - my best friend is the reason that I am still fighting at the moment. Sometimes I just want to runaway and never come back, or lock myself away in my room and my head, or to just completely give up - he is the reason that I don't. He is the reason that I am staying as strong as I am, the reason that I fight. He is what keeps me going, and this song puts all that so accurately. No matter how shitty and fucked up this world is, he is one constant that always stays. I also love this song because it makes me think of him.

4. Lullaby - Nickelback

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4OjiOn5s8s8

For over a year now I have listened to this song every night, I literally cannot sleep without it. I love this song to pieces and have done since I first heard it. During late July/early August I had recurring nightmares - every night without fail. They were terrible, and completely destroyed me - I'd wake up broken, crying and even vomiting due to being so sad. One night I woke up and this song was playing and it helped to soothe me and calm me down - it stopped me from throwing up and crying too much. It was the only thing that made me feel better. It made me think of my best friend (who the dream was about), and really helped the situation. I have dedicated this song to him, not that he is aware of it. I also love this song because it makes me feel better in general, it stops me from giving up.

5. When You Can't Sleep At Night - Of Mice & Men

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-YfgKhkpy4

This is another of the songs that I have to listen to in order to sleep at night (ironic because of the song title). I mean the title itself sums up my life - I never sleep, which is annoying! But it's a beautiful song and really showcases Austin's talent and his vocals. I can't really say exactly why I love it, but I just fall in love with it each time I hear it, the vocals are incredible and I love the lyrics so much.

There are so many other songs that I love, and I wish I could have put Linkin Park on this list, but I can only listen to a small amount of songs at the moment, but that is all.

That is it for this post, and the 5 songs I love at the moment.

Stay Strong!!

Have a great day!

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