30 Day Blogging Challenge - Day 8

Day 8: 5 Current Goals

- I'm not really sure what my goals are, so this may take a while to write out. Please bear with me, I've never really planned for much as I never particularly planned to get this far...

1. Recovery - I don't want to be like this forever. I'm sick of being this way and of never getting better, just sick of myself the way I am.

2. Losing weight & toning up - I want to be at a healthy and happy weight, to be in a great shape and to look really good. I want to be happy with the way I look and for people to want to look at me and to like the way I look as well.

3. To move on. I am aware that I will never be with the guy that I want to be with, and that he'll never see me this way, so I want to move on from him so that I won't be sad about the fact that I can't be with him.

4. To find happiness. I don't really feel like I deserve it, but oh god do I want to experience it properly at least once in my life.

5. To know what I want to do with my life - job wise and just in general, as currently I have no idea what I want to achieve in life.

Here's a quote I love about how I'm feeling, and this is why I need to move on

Stay Strong!!

Have a lovely day!!

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