Losing Myself Further

I can feel myself slipping away.

I'm not the same person I was.

I don't know how to hold on to myself any more, and I don't even know if I want to. Sometimes I think it'll be easier to lose myself and never come back.

Fighting is just too exhausting and I'm done with it.

I'm not sure if I'll ever get my life together.

Everyone my age are having children or getting married and moving out and getting engaged. Here I am, single, and unable to find anyone to love. I've had 3 angel babies and I'll never achieve anything in life.

Honestly I don't know what is the point of it all...