Who Am I?

So you've found this blog, and you're probably wondering who I am.

I'm nobody, really. I mean I'm someone - we all are.

But who I am isn't really all that important.

I am another one of the many faces of depression and other mental illnesses. I am tired and drained. I am strong (although I don't feel it most of the time).

So now you're probably wondering who I really am. Well I plan to keep this blog anonymous (at least for now) as I am a pretty private person and don't let people into my world, so no one really knows the mess that is my life, and I plan to keep it that way, at least for now. But I will post some information about me, so you can get to know me more.

1. I am 21 currently, female and I live in the UK.

2. I love piercings and tattoos! I have 20 tattoos and 16 piercings!

3. I absolutely love dying my hair crazy colours - yellow is the only colour I have never been!

4. I am terrible at talking about myself (so this blog could be interesting!!)

5. I love reading. I love fantasy books (including vampires etc). My fav authors currently are Dean Koontz and Cathy Glass. (if anyone has read great books about mental illness, please let me know).

6. Music is the only thing that keeps me going. I love so many bands and songs!

7. Some of the bands who have helped me the most are: Avril Lavigne, Evanescence, The Hype Theory/Tigress, Halestorm, The Pretty Reckless, Linkin Park, Hollywood Undead, Of Mice & Men and My Chemical Romance.

8. The 2 songs that are helping me the most at the moment are "Heart Of Novocaine" by Halestorm and "Hate To See Your Heart Break" by Paramore.

9. I am single, however I do have my eyes on a guy (unfortunately he's in a relationship and wouldn't see me that way, but I can't stop my heart feeling the way it does).

10. I have been diagnosed with many mental illnesses. There are also some that are yet to be diagnosed (due to me not disclosing enough information for them to be 100% certain, and also them not wanting to diagnose me due to "emotional overload").

11. Some of my diagnosis's include depression, anxiety and emotionally unstable personality disorder.

12. I have been hospitalised due to my mental illness, however I will not go into it due to this being an introduction.

13. I have a very alternative style (in case you couldn't tell from my comments about hair dye, piercings and tattoos.

14. I have no self esteem, however I go to the gym in hopes that I will be able to find some.

15. The 2 places I want to travel to the most are Japan and Canada.

16. My favourite film will have to be Short Term 12.

17. I have emetophobia (fear of vomiting)

18. I loveee cheese

19. I have sleeping issues (I don't sleep)

20. Honestly I am just terrible at talking about myself - this took hours to type ahhh...

This is a more accurate set of facts about me:

So yeah, that is who I am. I am a mess in the shape of a human, and that's okay (well it kinda has to be).

Welcome to my life!!

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