My Return

Hello again,

It's been a while.

I just haven't felt up to it - the posting, the writing, the opening myself up to others.

But I want to come back and try again.

Because while I was here, I felt normal and it gave me an outlet. I haven't had one of those in a while.

I've shut myself off from everyone lately and told myself it was for the best, but the truth is, I'm lonely.

I have no one to talk to about the shit that goes on in my head - no one to tell how close I am to giving up. To stop me from throwing it all away like I want to.

I'm just so lost, so I've decided to come back.

Here I am.

But I don't know how long I'll be here for this time.

I guess we'll see.

Keep an eye out for content if you want to see more - I'll be posting as and when I feel up to it.

I'd like to say once a week but I don't know as I could cope with the pressure that putting labels on how long I will post will bring. I don't really want to give up before I've even started properly.